The Mirage of Reality

For those of you who care, I'm abandoning this journal and moving my fic to Deviant art. It's easy to find me - I'm still Hoshigaki-Kaena. So yeah, anyways. Laters~

Here's chapter three, and to be safe (and probably correct : /) I'm rating this one M. VERY BIG "M" IN BOLD, RED PRINT. There is much gore and violence and mutilation in this chapter. In fact, what I wrote in it disturbs me greatly. Not even kidding. It scared me, and I wrote it. O_O'. But here it is anyway. Read at your own discretion...

 

( Detemined II, Chapter Three )

Here's chapter two, and it's a bit more graphic, so be cautious. Rated at about T, because it involves sick experimantation on...well. It's Orochimaru's lab, so you know. Anyway, here it be!!!!

 

( Determined II, Chapter Two )

This is the beginning of part 2 of Determined....aka, Determined II. lol. Anyway, first chapter up!...In which, Hidan gets a pet XD

 

 

 

 

( Determined II, CHapter 1, under the cut! )

Happy Birthday To Me!!! <3 OMG I got a SWORD! Seriously, a sword. I love it!!! I also got $20, and will get my ears pierced soon, and then HOPEFULLY, my Akatsuki cloak..............  <3

Wow, I never saw this coming, but Determined has turned into a two part fic! Chapter ten is under the cut (was gonna do a complete compilation of all the chapters........but LJ's a bitch, so.....meh. Anyway, here's chapter ten. Next chapter post will begin Determined Part 2, so stay tuned (for you who are reading this, anyway...).

 

( Determined, Chapter 10, End Part 1 )

So, here we go, the latest installment of Determined. Wish someone would read it...and reply so I know they read it...rawr. Anyway, here it is!

 

( Determined, Chapter 9 )
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...because even if nobody cares now, maybe someone will soon...anyway, here's chapter eight, fresh off the Word Document!

 

( Determined, Chapter 8 )

Oh well. It's not as if anyone's reading this damn journal anyway. Shit, if things keep going this way, my fic's never evn gonna be read  -_-'.  Damn but this sucks.I've been over at an RP game, anyway, so I may just drop this journal and move to that one.......unless I can find a comm somewhere around here (and I'm sure I can) where I can post this damn fic. Meh. Chapter eight is about halfway done. Laters!

Yeah, chapter seven of Determined under the cut, and it's a long one. I had writer's block for a while, plus I had to turn in an app for Kisame on an RP game so yeah, fun-fun. Anyway, onward!

 

( Determined, Chapter 7 )

Determined is getting pretty good, if I do say so myself. Her's chapter six, and I believe it's almost over...maybe one or two more chapters left...

 

( Determined, Chapter 6 )

So, yeah, I feel like a slacker. A stressed slacker, yes, which explains why this chapter took so long. Anyway, here it is!

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( Determined, Chapter 5 )

 

GAWD, but school is stressful! I can't stand it anymore. If junior year sucks like this, I don't even want to see what senior year's gonna be like.

So, I have been kind of out of it, due to unpredictable bouts of insomnia, and I haven't been turning in papers due like yeasterday, and then this. I finally get a chance to make it up in English. The class gets an assignment that's worth two test grades (would bring me up a lot a lot!!!!) and the teacher says we're to write two essays that can be either hand-written or typed. Okay, not so bad, I say.

Then, the day they are due, she changes her mind and says, "Well, I told you they had to be typed."

SON. OF. A. @&%$#.

So I go back and type them, save them to a thumb drive. The next day, when I try to upload them, the frickin computer says it can't find my essays.



                         T_T

That's two test grades down the drain. I'm gonna be making a D if I'm lucky. God damn, I'm a smart person. This doesn't happen....Rawr.

 

This has got to be my favorite chapter thus far. I don't think I've ever thought of rain as signaling a happy moment, but in this chapter it could symbolize rebirth.....oh, well. Don't want to spoil it for you. Go ahead and read. All reviews are welcome, of course!

 

( Determined, Chapter 4 )

Yay! Chapter three! I'm reall excited about this one, because O.o the plot thickens!

 

( Determined, Chapter 3 )

Alright, here's chapter two of Determined. I have about four and a fourth chapters written out, but I'm editing and re-editing because the damn things seem to short to me. But hey, gives me time to spellcheck and give more color to it and stuff. So, here you go!

 

( Determined, Chapter 2 )

Okay, so I'm getting less and less enthused about my band teacher. She started out great at the beginning of the year, but srsly, wtf? Last concert we played, she had her husband and three of his buddies from OU come to our concert at Christmas to play a few peices. Sure. Okay, yeah, lets be impressed by the OMG experienced saxaphone quartet and the bring out the horrible seventh graders and have HS for the finale. Parents were reeeaaaal happy about that, you can imagine.

But now, she's crossed the line. She wants us to play a song called the Carnival of Venice. pretty song, it is, a little difficult.

But wait, she wants her high school students to play the back ground (eeeeaaasssyyyyy ass quarter and half notes) while her frickin husband gets the solo. The thing that everyone's gonna notice. Not the background.....

I'm ticked.

Okay, here goes nothing.....My first fic, Hidan's the star, re-posted 'cuz I'm a newb and suck with making cuts. Hope you like it!


( Determined, Chapter 1 )



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Wow. Here three days already and I've got three friends...cool. If anyone on my f-list or some random person sees this journal and wants to put up a fanfic request, by all means do. WARNING: I do not, I repeat, NOT write OOC-ness (unless it's a crackfic) or add OC's. Other than that, any genre, pairings are possible, and maybe a little hint at what you're looking for (damn near useless without a prompt, or at least a basic idea...)
    I can write stories for Naruto, Death Note, Saiyuki Reload, Mirage of Blaze, Trinity Blood, Cowboy Bebop, Descendants of Darkness (Yami no Matsuei), I can take a shot at Bleach, I can write Hellsing, Vandread, Final Fantasy, Samurai Champloo, and Inuyasha. I like Gen-fics the best, because the characters freakin' STAY in character then. But I'm open to any style: gen, hurt/comfort, yaoi, yuri, battlefics, songfics (I'm good at those), etc....

  So like I said, any requests, I'm here!